As a Matter of Thought
Alexandra studied the buildings
around her from the roof of her nine story apartment building and contemplated
the effect of a fall from her rooftop to the sidewalk directly below her or the
alley way on the building’s west end. If
she turned her head to the left, she knew she would be able to smell the refuse
heaped in and around the dumpsters below.
The building directly across the alley was a two-story with shoddy brick
construction, a broken iron fire escape, and a Royal Dragon Chinese
buffet. She did not like the idea of her
broken body being found amongst the stale leftovers, but neither did she wish
to perhaps crush a random person beneath her by dropping onto the
sidewalk. There were only a few people
passing by this late in the evening, but her luck was such that she could not
shake the image of an accidental murder accompanying the suicide. Streetlights started popping on and their
intrusion forced Alexandra out of her mind.
No longer lost within, she could now feel the damp heat of the summer
night embracing her exposed skin.
Inconsistently, the feeling made her shiver; she loved being warm and
death was cold. But what is cold to one who can no longer feel?
Alexandra picked up her journal and pen to scribble out
the results of her exercise. As with any
philosophical debate, this one had provided more questions than answers. She relished the stream of thought which
seemed to have no end. The simple
pleasure of thinking halted the journey of her pen across the page. Unconscious of her actions, Alexandra set
down her work and stood once more against the roof’s brick walled edge. The structure reached her navel but she knew
it was no real obstruction to discovery, only a security measure for those with
no real intent to fall.
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